I'm doing better, but I'm still having a lot of anxiety. Still trying to move forward and figure things out. Thanks for all your suggestions on my poll and for all the support. I have this problem where I feel guilty for being upset, even when I'm completely entitled to feeling that way. I don't know why, and I'm fighting that too.
In other news, I really want some cake. I might have to get in the kitchen and start baking. I had actually started an exercise schedule, was replacing most of the soda I drink with water, and trying to eat healthier but the last week or so I've kinda given up on that. And I want something sugary, sweet and confectiony, dangit.
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Some life updates
So, even though I've checked in a bit, I haven't been very active here in a long time. I realized that I never posted the news that my grandmother, for whom I was the caregiver, passed away in January of this year. I'd spent over four years taking care of her (and for the first year, my grandfather too). I've made peace with it now and I'm ok. I still think about her often. I've been unemployed since then, and I've been trying to do commissions but my focus and energy levels are so erratic that I can't feasibly do that for steady income. With prices rising like they are I'm going to have to find a job to support what my hubby brings in. But until I do, I might start offering outfit adoptables here to help a bit. I haven't done much designing and I miss it. Even though I'm unemployed I still seem to stay busy. I'm still managing my anxiety and depression as best I can, but just like my energy levels its up and down. I'm working on art commissions from twitter but its slow going.
Commissions Open! - Summer 2019
We've had some unexpected expenses pop up so I'm opening commissions :) If you're interested just send me a note!
OC Training
I'm going to compile my %OC-training (https://www.deviantart.com/oc-training) tasks from the 10th round here. I've almost caught up! :la:
EDIT: I DID IT! I was late with most of them but I still managed to complete all these tasks!
1) Guess Who:
2) Profile
3) Wardrobe
4) Wish
5) In Private
6) Enjoyment
7) Fear
8) Anger
9) Critique - Done
10) Prom -
11) Photo Shoot
I'm alive!
Hey folks! I just realized I haven't posted a new journal since Christmas D: I'm alive, just staying busy. I'm more active on Twitter these days than anywhere else online. Sadly that means my messages here pile up and become overwhelming... so please forgive the lack of comments on deviations. I promise to get to them all as soon as I can! :heart:
I love y'all and I hope you're all doing well :hug: If you have time, do drop me a comment below and let me know what you've been up to!
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Cake is always a good idea